Loss

Losing someone is one of the hardest thing well go through in our lives, it gets to a point where is hard breathing and your body hurts. Recently my uncle lost against his fight with cancer, it was one of the hardest times on my life, I don't know if you understand in which level it got me, it was the first time someone close to me had died and it was someone I didn't have for a long part of my life but when he got in I didn't want him to leave because he was one of the greatest people I know.

Everyone id going to experience loss at some time in their life, but that doesn't make it easier to handle, I won't lie I cried the whole day and until I talked about him in the beach with my cousin I couldn't stop crying, I didn't want to admit it, not one of my friends knew I was having such a hard time because speaking about it makes it real, and I didn't want it to be, until the next day I couldn't say it, my father made me go to school saying life doesn't stop for anyone so we shouldn't either, but I was in grief, my world crumbled in a second, and it almost killed me, Im still not over it but I came to an understanding with it in which I don't cry anymore, but it still feels like someone is squeezing my heart and my lungs can't get enough air, and some times I feel guilty of living and moving on without him, because he was amazing, the most selfless man in the planet and really loving, and above all he was really strong, after having a hard life in which his parents, and his sister died, and two of them of cancer, and then fighting against it too he was still optimistic, and happy. I won't say goodbye to him but a see you later.

#Lonely #Sadness #Pain #Loss #Loneliness #Love